Time For More Positivity…

There’s one thing I need more in life and that’s positivity. 

First. I kinda like baby daddies fiancée. If I got to know her more we probably realize we have a lot in common (is this weird to say??) I honestly like her more than him. (Also is that weird to say??). Life. 

Two. IM GETTING FREAKING MARRIED. To the man of my dreams. My one true love. The one I know I’m suppose to be with. The one that god made for meeeee! 

Third. I’m a mom. That’s my job. 24/7 365. No days off. I’m absolutely in love with my daughter. She’s my perfect sidekick. She’s just perfection because she’s mine and obviously I would think this. 

Fourth. I’ve decided to say…F*** the haters… please just leave me alone. I don’t need you. No ones needs you. I don’t care that you keep up with my life (if you do?) and that you read this blog. 

Fun fact: it’s not slander when it’s true. 

Fifth. I don’t even know. My life is 100% better. I never thought I would get here this soon. I thought it would take years to get here. I wasn’t even looking to date and bam. I meet the love of my life. Who freaking knew. 

So that’s that folks. 

Peace. 

I Deleted Our Memories…

This early morning I deleted the memories. To create new ones. 

Yours were already deleted so why not. 

I’m so excited for this new life. 

I have a wonderful fiancée. I have an amazing adorable daughter. 

You don’t have to marry the guy who gave you kids because he’s not always perfect for you.

I’m so glad I dodged that bullet and now I have what I have. 

I couldn’t be happier and I didn’t realize I could feel this way ❤️🙌🏻

To My Fiancée…

It takes a very special guy to date a single mom but you didn’t think twice about it. 

You deal with her late night crys with no complaints. 

You will help me without even me asking. 

You’ll even change poop diapers. 

On those nights you know I’m struggling because I’m that exhausted you’ll get up with Abbie just so I can have a few minutes of extra sleep. 

You’ll make a bottle anytime I ask with no fuss. 

You even wanted to learn the bottle cleaning process. 

You know when I’m overwhelmed and will take over in the sweetest way because you know at times I just need a nap. 

When we are headed places you’ll carry her to the car, buckle her in, and always make sure everything’s safe. 

You’ll even go to shot appointments with me and help me not cry. 

You didn’t have to take on this task but you did it bravely and amazingly. 

You didn’t have to date a single mom but you are. 

You don’t have to do all these things plus millions of other things that I could name but you do. 

I love you so much ❤️ November will be here soon. 

You Gotta Put The Past Behind You…

I’m at a point in my life of pure happiness.  

Which is why I’ve decided to let go of everything that has happened to me in the past with baby daddy. 

Everything happens for a reason and I didn’t realize that reason was for me to meet the love of my life. 

I’ve decided to me baby daddies fiancée and let her meet Abbie. It’s happening next month actually and I’m actually excited. 

I think? 

I’m still getting use to it all trust me it’s a lot at once but hey it’s all going to be okay. 

Hopefully everything is on good terms and nothing horrible happens. 

Btw 

Officially bought my dress and officially have only a week and a half till my ring being on my finger! 

Ekkkk November hurry up😝❤️

Ending photo of my three loves.